I am tired. I am hungry. I have the worst heart burn ever and havent been able to eat a damn thing all day. I dont want to lay down because that’ll just make the heartburn worse. I don’t mean to be a downer here, but I am sad. I am sad and I don’t know what to do about it and I dont know how to make the sadness go away. I am going through the motions but I am not really here right now. I am empty. Tricia has left the building. I need to figure how to find my way back.