(So I dont know why it didnt save the rest of my post so heres to trying to recreate it)
…”But one should only gain up to 5lbs in the first trimester, you were only 2 months pregnant!” My answer to that is simple. You try shooting yourself in the stomach every day with meds that make your ovaries grow and grow and make everything hurt so bad that you dont even want to walk. That make everything hurt so bad that you can’t eat and yet the dial on the scale keeps inching up anyway. So here we are, August, 100 plus degrees, and I ain’t going anywhere near a bathing suit.
anyway, I dont remember what else I said before I got cut off or if that draft exists somewhere or if it was deleted. But heres the deal. Im going to try to write this blog to work out my feelings. To get the out so that I dont hold them in and end up exploding. I am sad. heartbroken. I am angry. So incredibly angry. And I am lonely. I know that millions of people suffer from infertility, but heres the thing. I am the only person that I know that is going through this. And I am alone.